What to do, what to do.

So there have been some changes in my life and I am going to be up front about it. Well, if you consider writing on a blog that only your wife reads, up front. I found God, like really found God. I have always believed in God, but it's never been like this. I bought a Strong concordance so I can find out Hebrew and Greek meanings of words. And I have this urge to spread the word. I am trying to find out how I am going to do that. Jenn and I stumbled across the Nooma videos and those got me excited about making movies again, the question is how to make it my own. I have kinda been going crazy trying to figure these things out. How to make it genuine, how to know God is telling you to do this and not yourself. Well, if you have any thoughts let me know.